CHASING BEAUTY
"No reason can be
asked or given why the soul seeks beauty.
Beauty, in its largest and profoundest sense, is one expression for the
universe."
--
Emerson
In
March, I stood among the multi-colored stones of Death Valley, gazing at the
greatest wildflower bloom I
had ever seen, the greatest bloom of a generation.
With five friends, I had driven through the
night from Oregon
to see this spectacle, and now that we had arrived, I found that I was
unprepared for the power of its beauty.
This deepest valley of the continent was filled with
a golden lake of
flowers, and we walked upon its shore.
We were
not alone in our awe-struck appreciation.
We were sharing Death
Valley with many, many others; a great multitude,
thousands
strong. They had
traveled from every
corner of the United States,
and from Canada
and Europe
and Japan,
to experience this moment when everything aligned to create the perfect
bloom. We had all
come for the same reason: we were
all chasing beauty.
Beauty
is like love. It
exalts and afflicts us all, leaving us happier and more sad, richer
and poorer, more foolish and more wise.
It is indispensable to the good human life. In its absence, we seek
it, often not quite
knowing what we seek or understanding the lack that we feel. The rumor
of this
beauty had been enough to wake me up from the slumber of daily life,
and to
send me out into the darkness and across the desert.
I
found a Death Valley
garden filled with wildflowers whose names were as colorful as their
blossoms: Desert
Trumpet and Snake-head
and Turtleback, Honey-sweet and Pickleweed, Pebble Pincushion and
Gravel
Ghost. I know that
many nature-lovers
feel that naming flowers robs them of their mystery and prevents pure
appreciation. But I
have found the
opposite to be true. The
concentration
and clarity of vision required to identify a flower takes me deeper
into its
beauty, strengthens my awe at its particular perfection. And so I knelt happily
among the rocks with
my botanical friends, focusing on the details that make all the
difference
between this kind of evening-primrose and that one.
After making each identification, we raised
our eyes to the color-drenched landscape and were swept away all over
again.